I'm making an energetic shift towards being an elder; I mean, someone who is a strong, calm presence, a wise-woman teacher and mentor, for my grandson, family, and community.
I've identified the two things that hold me back (the same old two things that always hold me back):
-I don't believe I'm wise or expert enough yet.-I'm afraid people might belittle me.
I can take care of the first by studying my heart out - I'm good at that, and quite enjoy it! I can become expert in pretty much anything I set my mind to, and wisdom arrives when I take time to contemplate and analyze everything I've learned.
The second requires an energetic shift towards self-confidence. I know I'm a fierce, strong person and can handle people being petty, but the fear of embarrassment is strong in me also. I need to somehow disrupt the link between my self-esteem and the need to appear wise: It is good also to appear human!
1. Read "How to Manifest"
2. Contemplate my humanity
3. Teaching in my community
4. Teaching my grandsons